yeah, it will be a long-term hibernation, rest after war? sounds good. i'm not a mean girl, but if want me to, i will. egoist? maybe, ignorance and aphaty just another way to relax. i know it's a wrong way, but i just trying to not to take care about it. all i want for now is just relax, enough for tension.
it's a bad idea, maybe? but sick people need rest. while you take a rest, sleeping and dreaming, just left everything behind. let the world goes round without you. relax, you deserve it.
there's always something wrong and right, and it's such an ordinary thing, simple part of life that make it complex.
be wise, it's your life.